Pumpkin, I'm not worried about you this season...you are in a safe and wonderful place. I worry about those that you left behind. You sisters, you mother and father, you nieces and nephews, Nneka, Blossom and all you other wonderful friends...me. I hope you watch over us and help us through this supposedly festive season. I love the pictures of us starting a new year together and am crushed that we all have to start a new year without you. We have to hold Christmas without a spot at the table for you. To all those out there missing her as much as I do, I'm sorry. I think she'll know we need her and will help us get through. Matt