Nkem, I called Ada and Augusta on your birthday and it felt nice to talk to your family. I've decided to move back to Houston after I'm done here in PNG. I'll never be able to fill that hole you left inside of me but I need to have some closer relationships with my family and my friends...I lost my love and being over here so far from everyone else is too hard. I signed up for a "read the bible in a year via email" thing. I figure if you loved him as much as you and your sister did maybe I should give him a chance. That's how wonderful you are, Pumpkin...you even affect me from all the way up there! I love and miss you dearly...I hope you can hear my prayers up there. xoXOxoXO